15.6.03

ni aku copy dari catata aku time break dlm class theory riving yg aku pergi smlm.......*ingat nak scan jer, tapi tulisan yg maha buruk tu mebatalakan niat aku utk mbuat perkara itu..!!*

the new me
hari ni class mmg tak boring.lecturer mmg best ngajar n aku rasa aku tak rugi blajar kat sini!pasni tinggal nak bawak keta ngan dpt 'p' jer lagi.ntah bila aku ada masa nak ambil test.cuti aku mana ada dah pasni. ni yg buat aku berat ati nih.nyesalla plak banyak kali aku xdtg lecture nih. xpa,ada hikmahnyer kot.tuhan(Allah) kan maha mengetahui.aku serahkan jer semua nya kat Dia.fakta best!!!!......aku aku xngantukpun dlm klss ari ni even aku tak cukup tido.ni kira interesting coz aku mmg budget aku akn tido dlm klass ari nih.ntah mana datang smangat egar ni. i think i've change a lot since i start my holiday..Alhamdullilah....

n now i start to be a bit sleepy while waiting mr. samsudin con't his lect.i'm so lonely right now n nobody here wanna talk to with me except my pen and this sheet of paper as my freund. just don say it boring coz it will double my 'boring' feelling (if i'm boring) right now beside me is a wealthy women and at my back is some gal with a cute face.:-)

Actually,today's class is 80% women joining in.i donno what's my problem is,mhy i'm so shy at this moment.shy even to say hello to them?? nahh....let it be.just be myself n now this is myself.shy to gal actually (since when???)that's why i never talk to them except there's important think!!! no matter how goo they all n what will they talk about me such as "he's too proud of himself??!!"

it's not that i'm too proud o.k!!just donno where to start the conversation.but,if my friend know bout this they will say," tobi,this is not u!!!" "wherels ur eager?" and all that sort of things.well, i admit that in hp,internet (mail or chatting) i'm quite talkativen full of idea.but when the problem came face to face, then the idea must face my shy internally.thats why i admit or ask my freund, if i'm out with women @gal,i'll sweat all over my body.it's tru ok...!!don't laugh smething are not a joke.n 1 thing i admit is i'm someone proud of myself at phone or indirect relationship. i would say many things so i will not look like i'm a shy guy....but i must admit that about my shy personality abd must stop pretending.(i mean keep cool)better beur glabah self than be someone else.let them accept what n who u r...... that's all (class started).......adios amigos sayonara........

hehehe......its all me k..!!!! sajer buang masa time break.....assalamualaikum........

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