Marah kerana Cinta.......:)

Oleh: Pahrol Mohamad Juoi @
www.fitrahperkasa.net

Saya masih ingat sikap `unik' (aneh) sesetengah orang-orang tua kampung dulu-dulu. Ruang di bawah rumah mereka selalunya diperuntukkan untuk meletakkan barang usang yang `kurang' tau tidak perlu. Selalunya botol-botol, tin-tin atau papan-papan buruk. Entah kenapa semua itu tidak dibuang. Hanya di letakkan begitu sahaja. Diguna tidak, dibuang pun tidak. Peliknya, apabila barang-barang `antik' itu hendak diambil oleh orang lain, cepat-cepat pula mereka melarangnya. Tak boleh, nak guna, sayang, dan macam-macam alasan.

Itulah sebuah analogi yang terlintas di fikiran bila saya ditanya tentang kemarahan umat Islam terhadap penyiaran karikatur menghina nabi Muhammad s.a.w oleh akhbar-akhbar Eropah khususnya Denmark.

"Encik tidak marah?" tanya seorang siswa sehabis sahaja majlis diskusi tentang topik erkenaan.

"Marah," akui saya perlahan.

"Tak cukup begitu sahaja. Esok kita berarak, bakar bendera Denmark!"

Saya senyum.

"Kita ada cara yang lebih baik. Ada senjata yang lebih hebat. Doa," balas saya.

"Kita kena tunjuk kemarahan kepada mereka yang menghina Rasul."

"Menunjukkan kecintaan kepada Rasul lebih utama."

"Marah itulah tanda kecintaan kita"

"Betul. Tetapi membuktikan kecintaan dengan mengamalkan sunnahnya jauh lebih utama."

"Encik takut?"

Saya renung matanya.

"Mengamalkan sunnah Rasul memerlukan lebih keberanian Tentangannya lebih hebat. Bahkan daripada orang Islam sendiri," tusuk saya perlahan.

"Kita bakar bendera mereka!"

"Kita `bakar' cara hidup mereka. Itu lebih relevan."

Giliran dia pula yang diam. Mungkin siswa yang `terbakar' ini mula mengunyah maksud kiasan saya.

Lalu saya ceritakan analogi awal tadi. Alhamdulillah, dia mendengar teliti.

"Kita dengan sunnah, seperti orang tua-tua dahulu dengan barang-barang usang di bawah rumah. Nak digunakan tidak, nak dijunjung jauh sekali, tetapi bila ada orang lain nak mengambilnya, barulah heboh konon nak digunakan."

"Bagaimana kita hendak tunjukkan perasaan marah?"

"Demontrasi depan manusia. Depan Allah, kita berdoa. Kita muhasabah, sejauh mana kecintaan kita kepada Rasul-Nya. Mungkin provokasi Barat membawa pengajaran tersirat."

"Pengajaran tersirat?"

"Ya, tersirat dari Allah agar kita menilai semula benar-benarkah kita mencintai sunnah Rasul-Nya selama ini."

"Kemarahan ummah inilah buktinya," ujarnya bersemangat.

"Kemarahan cuma bermusim. Hanya luapan sentimen berkala. Namun kegigihan, ebijaksanaan, perancangan dan ketabahan jangka panjang amat perlu."

"Maksud encik?"

Jelas dia terpancing dengan kilasan dan kiasan kata-kata.

"Jangka panjang, sudahkah kita mendidik generasi muda mencintai Rasul dan keluarganya? saya risau generasi muda yang mabuk hedonisme kini tidak akan punya kemarahan yang sama seperti yang saudara alami."

"Saya ada kawan-kawan sebaya yang hidupnya lintang pukang, tapi masih marah bila Rasulullullah dipersendakan. Mereka akan turut berarak esok!"

"Hidup lintang-pukang? Macam mana tu?" tanya saya minta kepastian.

"Rock habis. Sembahyang tidak. Bergaul bebas biasalah tapi cinta mereka terhadap Rasul tak luntur."

"Ajak mereka sembahyang dulu. Tak berarak pun tak apa. Cinta dulu, marah kemudian. Bila ada cinta, pasti ada marah bila kecintaan dicela. Tapi kalau marah saja, belum tentu ada cinta"

Dia diam lagi. Kali ini diamnya lebih panjang.

"Agaknya orang tua tu marah tak kalau kita ambil barang-barang berharga di atas rumah?" tanyanya tiba-tiba.

"Orang tua mana?" tanya saya semula. Hairan.

"Orang tua dalam analogi encik tadi itulah!"

"Soalan tu kurang umph," gurau saya.

"Habis soalan apa yang umph?"

"Agaknya orang berani tak hendak minta barang di atas rumah? Berbanding barang usang di bawah rumah?" balas saya.

Termenung lagi dia. Seronok rasanya `membimbing' siswa ini berfikir. Terimbau luapan semangat saya sewaktu di kampus dulu. Beginilah pola berfikir saya. .

Tiba-tiba dia bersuara, "tentu tak berani, kerana barang di atas rumah tentu lebih berharga."

"Begitulah sunnah, jika dihayati, diamalkan dan diperjuangkan. Ia nampak sangat berharga di tangan pencintanya. Musuh tak kan berani mengusiknya, apalagi nak menghinanya"

"Encik ni, tak sangka ke situ pula kiasannya."

"Kita orang Islam mesti menghormati diri sendiri terlebih dahulu, barulah orang lain akan menghargai kita. Justeru, jika kita marahkan musuh yang mengecam Rasul, marahkanlah juga diri kita yang tidak benar-benar mencintainya!"

"Dan bukti cinta - amalkan sunnah Rasul. Itulah cara paling berkesan mempamerkan 'kemarahan' kepada musuh- musuh yang menghinanya."

Alhamdulillah, saya yakin, kini marahnya kerana cinta bukan kerana benci. Dominasi cintakan Rasul bukan emosi bencikan musuhnya!

p/s:buat renungan sahabatku semua,hayatilah kisah ini dan ambillah ia sebagai iktibar dan renungan dalam memuhasabahkan diri dalam meniti kecintaan kpd nabi kita, kekasih Allah,
Muhammad saw.

Love Story in PERMATA

this is not a love stories that can be seen in movies,its not a fantasy that i write for the sake of fun in blogging,it is not some "Hindustan" movies that can be watch n "berangan" for it.This is a story of a true love. The "love" at the very 1st sight n not to be too harsh,it is a very romantic but islamic love stories that i ever read.......

read this,n then think about ourself.how do we handle ourself? its not something that i want to tell everybody that we all should do like he do.every person have their own way,but my messege is the islamic way of living is the perfect for us to search for perfection. not some "nafsu buas" that control our "iman" but vice versa......it's not that i'm telling to say that i'm the perfect guy that live in the way of islamic life,but at least i'm trying to do my best to be "insanul-Kamil"-the perfect muslim.

the story about the search of a mystical things call love.....

Sunday, February 19, 2006
Nina: Our Story
By: Rafique Adi Putra bin Mohd Nasir

CHAPTER I: THE PRELUDE
CHAPTER II: THE ORIENTATION PROGRAM
CHAPTER III: THE FIRST FEW DAYS
CHAPTER IV: THE SMILE
CHAPTER V: INVESTIGATION
CHAPTER VI: CONTEMPLATION
CHAPTER VII: THE MOVE
CHAPTER VIII: FACE TO FACE
CHAPTER IX: THE SIGN
CHAPTER X: A YEAR AND TEN MONTHS LATER


CHAPTER I: THE PRELUDE

On one cold evening, I contemplated upon my life. I reflected on what had I done in the past, good and bad, and pondered upon what I wished for my future - the direction where should I lead my precious life to. It was not too long after that when I picked up a pen and started to write down my thoughts in a diary.

"The Qualities of My Ideal Soulmate", a topic suddenly emerged in my mind. Well, I was a 23-year-old bachelor, just graduated from university and would soon have a career, so I guessed there was no better time to think about it. In the past, I had been somewhat conservative about my choice of ideal mate - good muslimah, shy, quite and sweet to look at. But, I felt like I was not honest enough with what I wanted. Therefore, without thinking too much, I wrote down whatever first flashed in my mind. I believed those flashes of thought were the most sincere. I wrote:

1. Iman & Islam
2. Has good heart
3. Physically attractive
4. Has good mind & independent
5. Family comes first
6. Can carry a long conversation with me

A vision crossed in my mind. My future ideal mate - religious, strong believer and has personal relationship with Allah. Yet she has good qualities of modern women. Smart and independent. She is easy to talk to and can sit with me for hours chatting. She may have her own career, yet her husband, kids and family are priority. She is family-oriented and loves children. She loves me for who I am and accepts my deficiencies. She is physically attractive although not necessarily miss universe standard. She is somewhat 'manja'. She corrects me if I am wrong and reminds me what I forget. She supported me in my endeavors, in jihad, in good and in adversity. But most importantly, she is half of me. She complements me as a person, filling all empty holes in me.

Who is she? When and where will I meet her? All these questions kept circulating in my mind.

"Akankah seseorang, yang kuimpikan kan hadir, raut halus menyelimuti jantungku.."

Never I thought at the time, that I was going to meet my dream girl soon. Indeed, life is full of surprises!!

And here is my story...


CHAPTER II: THE ORIENTATION PROGRAM

April 1st 2004.

As a new executive of an oil and gas multinational company, I was required to attend an Orientation Program for two weeks at the company's training center called PERMATA. There was a mixed feeling and thoughts in me about the program as I did not know what to expect initially. All I knew, the program was to be attended by other new executives from the company subsidiaries all over the country. For the next two weeks, we were to listen to various talks and do different activities, from morning until early night. We would eat and sleep at its hostel, not too bad as it was rated three-star.

The first activity was as usual, the ice-breaking session. Every participant was asked to sketch his or her own face. The facilitator then collected all of the sketches and distributed them back to the participants. Each person received a sketch of other participant's face. We were required to find the owner of the sketch on our hand. After finding the person, we were to ask the person's name and some background information. Then, we were to introduced the person to the whole group. Among the participants, two third were men and the rest were women. There were about 30 people all together. I thought, there was my chance to make 29 new friends!

I was wondering who received my sketch. It was not too long after that that someone approached me. She looked like a typical Malays girl - covered, wearing baju kurung, quite tall and thin, fair skin, wearing glasses. She asked me whether the sketch, which she was holding, was mine. I smiled in affirmation, "Yes". I guessed I was not a bad artist!

She asked my name. I told her my name and asked the same question back to her. She replied,"I'm Rahimah".


CHAPTER II: THE FIRST FEW DAYS

The program was a blend of interesting and boring talks and activities. Judging by the program title, it was supposed to "orientate" the new executives so that their vision and mission were inlined with the company's vision and mission. Not very interesting huh? Sometimes, we worked in groups on some activities and presented our work to the whole participants. The group work kind of compensated the other boring activities.

In one of the sessions during the program, Rahimah, the girl I met on the very first day, was giving a presentation on behalf of her group infront of all the participants. Somehow, her public speaking skills stood out from other people. I found this on the very first day of the course as she introduced me to the group during the ice-breaking session. She seemed to be very fluid and confident in her speech and very comfortable standing infront of people. I was more of amazed at her flow of ideas coming out of her mouth than the content itself.

Nonetheless, "Huh! She seemed snobbish and 'action'! Her English 'berhabuk'! I'm sure she was kind of typical 'high maintenance' girl. No way will I be interested in her!". Somehow, there was an evil voice in my mind whispering.

Well, for many years I had never had a resonance frequency with women debaters or public speakers although I knew that I was always the worst public speaker. Maybe I just simply could not submit to the fact that they were better speakers than me. When I stood infront of people, my heart beat accelerated exponentially, all my limbs started to shake, my face turned red and my tounge would be stiff. To see a woman spoke confidently in public was just a humiliation to my manly ego! I have to say that I do not mean to look down on women. It was just my ego. Bad for health huh?!

Anyhow, the first few days, I was never interested and could care less about who was that girl named Rahimah, where she was from, was she still single etc. I just don't care. She was just like any other people that I had just met.

But, what would happen to me in the next few days, was not something I expected to experience, at all.


CHAPTER IV: THE SMILE

Her smile.

Her smile was so memorable. My eyes could not stop from peeping at her face once in a while throughout the course of the program. Well, naughty me! It attracted and many times distracted me from concentrating at the instructor infront.

Sweet, I would say, the best words to describe Nina's smile.

No matter how negative my perception was towards her at that time, I still somehow liked that smile. After all, I did not know anything about her to perceived such negativity. It was all based on my first impression. My mind rationalized.

'Nina' was Rahimah's nickname, which I had just heard about. No other girls in the room had such a unique and beautiful smile, a nice gift from God.

I guessed, the old saying was right,"Dari mata turun ke hati".

There and then, my perception and feeling towards her gradually evolved. It was as if my heart, which was as cold and hard as ice before, was melted to water by ambient heat. I did not know how it managed to slip into my heart. The feeling was so intense, I just couldn't explain it.

Suddenly, "I like this girl!", my heart said.


CHAPTER V: INVESTIGATION

Somehow, it is not very easy for me to feel "attached" to someone. "Like someone" and "attach to someone" can be two different things. I had a long "curing time" after my previous "relationship" failed. So, I did not want to simply accept someone new, whom I did not know much about. But, this new "attachment" I felt within me was so magnetic, it was tough for me to repel it.

I would like to know more about this girl named Rahimah. But, I did not want it to look so obvious that I was interested in her. So, I cunningly and subtlely searched for ways to approach her and get to know about her personality, her background and most importantly if there was that 'spark' somewhere. Indeed, I sensed it.

Every opportunity I had for casual chat with her was grabbed and used to the maximum to dig out as much information as I could about her. Always! My motto was again "cunningly and subtlely". I also utilised help to seek extra information about her status from a few unpaid secret agents cum my orientation friends, whom without, my path towards knowing her could not be as smooth.

My initial perception about her proved to be wrong!

Rahimah was not snobbish, 'action' or 'high maintenance' kind of girl! Infact, she was a sweet, sometimes shy and polite 'modern kampung' girl from Jiboi, Negeri Sembilan. Even to mention the name of her kampung can make a person very humble! No offense, hehehe.

Studying Petroleum Engineering in one of the top universities in Australia, she could not help but to carry herself as a confident and talented young woman. I really liked that. She proved to the world, I guessed, that Muslim women were not oppressed and deprived of opportunity. She received a first class honors in her study, the best student in the course with the highest achievement in many years and even received a full scholarship from her university to pursue a post-graduate study. Her parents must be very proud. I am.

Every new information leads to new discoveries...


CHAPTER VI: COMTEMPLATION

The thing about this new development of my inner feeling, it did not take me a long time to make a decision to pursue it further. I did make istikharah and asked Allah for guidance whether i should pursue it.

My experience on the final year in USA reminisced. There was an American girl that I had known and befriend with closely for about a year and half. I liked her but I had never told her until a few days before I was about to leave USA for good. It was too late. I kind of regreted it a bit. But i accepted it as a good experience in life. And maybe we were just too different in many ways - faith especially. I knew back then, the feeling was not really as pure. I myself could not believe that out of many good muslim women out there, she was the one I chose. The inner voice rejected, but there is that "other voice" which said yes.

Nevertheless, that experience had taught me a very invaluable lesson.

"Never wait until the last minute to tell someone that you love her".

So this time, I did not think twice and I did not hesitate. Although I could not call it a 'love' yet. But, I thought I better tell her what I had been feeling in the past two weeks. Even if I were to be rejected, I would not regret to the same degree as if I did not tell her at all. Thus, I made a firm decision.

"This is the day. Today I will tell Rahimah that I like to know her more", I wrote in my diary in the early morning of April 14th, 2004 - the last day of our orientation program.


CHAPTER VII: THE FIRST MOVE

On a small piece of paper, I wrote:

Dear Rahimah,
You have a really sweet smile,
You've made my stay in PERMATA worthwhile,

I wish I could buy more time to talk to you and know about you more.

Sincerely,
Rafique Adi Putra bin Mohd Nasir
012-3010848

The paper was folded nicely and I slipped it into her file before she and everyone else came into the room.

The first session of the morning started. There she sat on a chair at not-too-far distance infront of me. I patiently watched her as she opened her file. She saw the paper. She seemed slightly intrigued at the unknown piece of paper she found laying in her file. She carefully unfolded it and read the content. Tick! Tick! Tick! I felt like everything was just frozen and quiet as I waited to see her reaction. I could hear my heart beating in nervousness.

Surprisingly, not too much emotion was shown on her face! I saw her slowly folded the paper back, put it nicely in her file. And since then, for the entire morning she did not turn her face to the back!

Maybe because she knew that I was sitting behind her somewhere. Maybe she was shocked. Maybe she was just too shy.

Maybe.


CHAPTER VIII: FACE-TO-FACE

Would she say 'yes' or would she say 'no'?

The whole morning until afternoon, I could not concentrate on what the program facilitator was delivering. It was the last day of the program anyway. I kept on guessing what would be her reaction and what would be her thought about it.

At lunchtime, I braved myself to face her. I asked, "Rahimah, do you have some time? I would like to talk to you maybe for about 20 minutes?".

That was my first communication with her after she read my "proposal" note.

She said,"OK". intrigued, her face, but calm.

We went to an open space lounge area and sat perpendicular to each other on a different single sofas.

"So..?", I asked her.

She replied,"So..?". Then, we both laughed a bit.

Well, both of us were not sure where to start. But as I was the one who invited her to meet, I guessed I was the one who should start first.

I calmed myself down and started by asking about her reaction to the note that I gave her that morning. I guess that note had sparked so many other questions in her mind. In return to my first questions, she asked me several other questions like when did I start liking her, why her, what was in her that attracted me and others. Each question I tried to answer it as honest as possible and I liked to be frank.

I told her about the Qualities of My Ideal Soulmate and how I saw her fitting most of the criteria. That kind of surprised her a bit at how I came to that conclusion as we had just met about two weeks before. I told her I could not explain it but I could feel it.

But, I think the thing that surprised her the most was when I told her, "For me, when I befriend with someone, I am not looking to have a short-term relationship like a boyfriend-girlfriend kind of thing, but more of a long-term partner, you know, getting married!".

I could see as if her eyes were popping out slightly, in surprise. "Was this guy serious?" She might thought this in her mind. That was our first meet, we did not know much about each other and I had mentioned that word "getting married"? I must be insane!

Well, maybe I was a little bit too honest. But, i guessed that showed to her how serious I was about this and I was not just joking. And I think she really liked it.

"I would like to know more about you - your background, family, personality, etc.. God knows if we have 'jodoh' then... :) ", I told her. By this time, she had got used to my straighforwardness.

She accepted my "proposal" for us to get to know each other and "let fate decides for both of us".

I was very happy! Happy! Happy! Our 'meeting' lasted for nearly an hour. Not bad for a start - fitting my sixth criteria, "Can carry a long conversation with me"? Indeed!

I smiled. She smiled.

We departed, "Assalamualaikum". "Waalaikumussalam".


CHAPTER IX: THE SIGN

The course ended. Participants were busy packing their stuff to return to their hometown. Not forgeting, they greeted each other 'good luck' with the new workplace and to keep in touch. We could feel that the sense of friendship building up during the entire two weeks duration of the program.

My parents picked me up later the day (well, i was a broke 'new executive' then). It was so happened that my father parked his car next to Rahimah's brother's car. Her brother came to pick her up as well. Both the parents and brother were waiting at the car.

When thinking about it, was it a coindence? Or was it predestined?

Again, it was so happened that I was walking towards my parents, when Rahimah was also walking towards her brother. We were walking towards the same direction!

There my parents were, waiting for me with smile. I 'salam' them and kiss their hands and introduced to them, Rahimah, a "friend" that I had just known during the orientation. Rahimah 'salam' my parents and kissed their hands. We then departed. I did not realize her 'salam' and kissing my parents hands had a huge impact until my mother asked me about her in the car.

"Who was that girl's?", she asked.

"It was a friend that I had just known during the orientation program." I replied.

"What is her name again?", another question asked.

"Rahimah...", I replied slowly.

"What did she study? Where did she study? Where will she be posting at?". I started to feel odd about the bombardment of questions from my mother about Rahimah. My father was quiet but listening attentively, while driving the car off.

"Petroleum Engineering at University of New South Wales, Sydney, Australia, Why?". I asked her back.

"She seemed like a very nice girl. She kissed my hands.", my mom remarked.

She then said something to my surprise,"What else are you waiting for, go and 'tackle' her 'lah'!"

I was not sure how should I react to her question. I was surprised with her recommendation as I had never heard her saying such thing to me before. At the same time, I was very happy as it was sort of a 'sign' of her approval to the new girl that I had just started to accept into my life.

I replied shyly, "Err.. actually, I have 'tackled' her already!", and smiled.

My mother was not very surprised with my answer but she was happy to hear it and laughed.

She commented, "Huh! Advance!!".

My father was giggling slightly as he knew "Ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tak ke nasi?". He smiled in pride.

This "approval" was another strong sign for me to believe that "She is the one. She is what I have been looking for. She is my other half".


CHAPTER X: A YEAR AND TEN MONTHS LATER

That day in PERMATA marked a very historic moment of 'our' life.

Now, a year and ten months later, Rahimah and I are no longer strangers nor we are just friends.

We are now husband and wife!

That event a year and ten months ago marked the starting point of our love curve, where x equals to Time and y equals to Love. The curve is exponential and its convergence is to infinity.

I hope the curve will stay that way eternally. Amin.

To my other half, this is a tribute to you.

"I love you". :)

well here are the end of a happy ending story!! and forget to tell,the pic here are the picture of the couple that i get this stories from....:) hensem n cute..:)) hope that i can be n find better than them....!! muhahaha....pray for me guys......adiosa!!!

aja! aja! Hoiting!!

Full House.....hehehhe...da abis da aku menonton semua siri2 kisah melodrama korea nih!!! aku sungguh seronok sbb dapat tgk ending yg best ujung citer nih.....heppy ending!!! hahahahha..munkin rambut panjang cam kat afzan,mugkin muka aku ganas cam kat org,tp aku tetap manusia yg sentimental....azkam adalah azkam!!! aja aja hoiting!!! still aku mampu merasai sedih n seronok,still aku dpt menilai baik n buruk.....:) hoiting!!!

dlm citer full house,bnyk yg buat aku berpk,contohnya ego....laki mmg terknal ngan ego dia,tp pompuanpn ada ego dia cuma level ego tuh xdala teruk sgt n perasaan diorang yg mudah tersentuh buat ego mereka terkawal.......

hohohoo...bnyk nak cakap,tp aku xnak cakap.....aku tau aku balik nnt aku nak cari koleksi citer tu n layan jiwang lagi n lagi n lagi...ngahahahha....!!!

tonigt my class going to make "kenduri kesyukuran" for our sucessfull season of learning n next few month we are qualify engineer n we are competence enought to do work on our own...ngahahahah.....aku cam xcaya jer aku da jd engineer yg bertauliah!!!

ok,pasal kenduri kesyukuran,pttnya buat makanan yg cam nasi kunyit ker,makan2 ringks je....tp kitorang akn buat Nasi Lemak...diulang Nasi Lemak yg ENAK!!! knapa enak??hehhehe....best tukang masak dlm klass aku akan combined utk menu nih.....Azuan n Aizil, top of cooking master boy dlm klass akn jd head of chef...aku ranking bawah diorang plak akn jd mandur utk kerja2 cam doreng ayam tu semua...hehehe...xnak aku duk dapur jer..bukan senang o nak masak nih....:) [sbnarnya malas ..:p]

well bebudak 02NPET.....knapa erk aku xpernah buka citer pasal klass aku secara terbuka??hmm....sbb klu aku buka citer nih,maknanya akan terbuka la segala rahsia n pertelagahan yg berlaku....semuanya tersenyum,tp perang dingin sentiasa berlaku dlm klass....aku ada try nak buat yg terbaik utk redakn n settlekn.....tp aku bukan pemimpin yg baik kerana setahun aku dsini aku gagal utk membuatkn kami semua bersatu sebagai 1 pack......aku xtahu mana yg kurangnya......Dia yg lebih mengetahui......

tukar citer plak....td utk kentahberapakalinya aku telah ngan selambernya memalukn diri yg xtahu malu nih.....citer dia camnih,aku dtugaskn beli beras utk mlm nih,pakaila duit aku dulu...aku cakap aku xda duit skang nih n then ada duti 1 sen n 2 sen (1 penny n 2 penny) jer,tp memandangkn aku xkn sempat utk buat kuar duita kat bank,aku ngan selambnyala pergi ASDA utk beli beras...memula aku tgk harga....£1.83 so aku kira ar 1.83 x 2 = 3.66...tp ntah apa yg aku congakkn,dlm kpala aku dpt £2.66...so dlm poket aku ada duit dlm £3 jer...pergila kaunter tuh....tetiba kuar ar plak £3.66....trus aku glabah...!! bukan xleh bayar,tp aku klu nak bayar jawabnya kenala tunjukn tabung 1 sen aku tuh....then ngan muka merah tuh aku cakap...


" sorry mam,can i pay by ....(aku diam smbil kuarkn plastik duir 1 sen aku) a bit embarassing for me.....(smbil tunjuk kat dia)....."

dia ambik trus kira....aku ngan xmalu berdiri la cam tunggul kat situ sambil org lain usha jer aku ngan muka tahan gelak n kesian.....diorg mesti igt aku abis kering ar nih xda duit...:)

dlm ati aku " cepatla makcik oi...aku da malu nih....ketiak da berpeluh segan da nih"

pastuh line da panjang n aku cuma cakap "sorry" jer la sambil nunggu makcik tu kira duit.....

hehehe..Alhamdullillah semua da setel....lepas nih solat asar n bleh ar aku nak start masak Nasi Lemak!!! ngehehehhe..best best best!!!!

so for now my frenz...adiosa!!!

p/s: wait for kenduri kesyukuran pic...:)

1st Msjbox Anniversary & Gathering 2006

Lokasi : RED BOX RIA , Tingkat 8 , SOGO, KL

Jam : 12 pm - 3pm

Tarikh : 1 April 2006

Hari : Sabtu

Aktiviti :

1) MSJBOX IDOL 2006
Terbuka kepada semua rakan2 msjbox.Menyanyi 1 lagu shj (lagu penuh). Juara ditentukan oleh undian penonton

2) 1st Anniversary Cake Cutting
Kek ditaja oleh JUN,CHIK & YATT

3) Lucky Draw
Ditaja oleh mrshai1111

4) Tukar2 hadiah
Apa juga jenis hadiah yang berharga RM10 kebawah dan dibalut atau dimasukkan dalam paper beg (beg kertas)

5) Goodies
Ditaja oleh mrshai11111

Bayaran :
RM 15.00 seorang
Lunch set + percuma Minuman tanpa had

Tarikh Tutup :
27 March 2006

best nih!!! tahun lepas aku xdpt nak join sbb aku ada kat sini(newcastle) pastuh insyaallah tahun nih klu tiket aku balik arab lamabat aku azam nak join n jumpa kawan2 blog sblm bertolak....kawan biar seribukn??cinta biar 1..:) so sahabat semua yg nak join,pergilah masuk blog MR SHAI (ada link kat sebelah) n bg nama...yg azkam nak jumpa sgt sapa erk??? emm..syah,afzan,Yna,noush(xdapt kot sbb syah xbg dia balik M'sia!!hehehe),chika,cik diari,sepet kuku,sodep,h0ney,kurzz,mE n ramai lagi ar...hohoo...jom ar kawan2 kita memeriahkn lagi...datang makan2 borak2 pn ok gak...nak join azkam jd pengkritikpn ok gak..tp unofficial ar cam gelakkan dr blakang ker..ngegehehehhe....jahatnya diri nih...:) pada yg baik ati cam afzan ker,sodep ker, [ed] ker nak bawak org jauh nih jalan2 sekitar KLpn apa salah nya...:)da lama x lawat kat M'sia nih...cam afzan cakap nak blanja nandos, [ed] ngan sodep nak blanja sate kajang..ngegehehehhe...jgn igt diri ini melupai tawaran kalian...berkat tuh blanja org yg merantau nih....hehehhe.......

sampai sini dahulu rakan2.....klu nak komen utk n3 lepas..sila2kn la yer??? adiosa!!!

minta pendapat..:)

entri ringkas dkala mata nih xleh nak pejam rapi....:)

ada sorang laki yg xkurang bodohnya,mengenali sorang pompuan....nama dia cinta (bukan nama sebenar n bukan juga dian saterowordoyo).nak pendekkn citer,laki nih dapat sambung blaja lepas 2 tahun melalui kenangan manis bersama cinta dia.....then sementara di perantauan org, dia xpernah melupakan cintanya walaupun cintanya asyik dengan buruk sangka yg dia akan berpaling pada perempuan lain.......

lupa nak citer,dlm bnyk2 kenangan manis tuh,laki nih da banyak kali dkecewakan ngan cinta tp sbb sikap lurus n xkurang bodoh dia tuh,dia tetap memaafkn kesilapan cinta sbb pada dia semua insan melakukan kesilapan n dlm bercinta kesakitan dhati itu antara cabaran utk bercinta......walaupun cinta kuar ngan jejaka lain ngan alasan hanya kawan dkala laki nih hanya tahu erti setia n menanti.....walaupn cinta bawa jejaka lain ke rumahnya dkala cinta mengatakan kasih n sayang pada sang lelaki......n kisah ini berlanjutan,hanya sabar menjadi bukti cinta laki yg tidak punya apa dberikn melainkn kasihnya......

so,sementara dperantauan, rindunya dtemani ngan gmbar2 cinta (mmg jiwang karat ar laki nih),mereka berhubung hanya dengan panggilan telefon utk mengetahui khabar2 terbaru until la.......sampai 1 ketika,mak cinta mahu kawinkn cinta ngan org lain n benda nih berlaku ngan kerelaan cinta atasa alasan xcaya kat laki da.........then dlm remuk berkecai ati,laki hanya redha n hanya mampu doakn kebahagiaan cinta n cuba jadi kawan yg baik.....bnyk tragedi (xdala tragedi oktober tuh,kira cam2 la berlaku dlm perbualan laki ngan cinta n mak cinta) yg akhirnya laki cuma mampu pasrah.....xleh citer lelebih sbb nnt ada yg sedih baca sbb dlm tempohni bnyk benda yg dluar jangkaan berlaku....:)

sbb nih entri pendek yg tetiba jd terpanjang, secara tetiba cinta hilang daya komunikasi sbb tepon dia kena curi (itu yg dkisahkn oleh mak cinta ar) n then bila ada no baru,laki yg lurus cam bendul tuh sebolehnya xnak kacau mahupn gayut lama2 sbb takut nnt jd konflik bakal umah tangga org.......cuma mendiamkn diri n menyimpan perasaan kasih pada cinta yg menyepi ntah kemana...:)

ok,trus pada prob, tetiba pada 14 feb harituh, tetiba cinta anta sms kat laki, " heppi valentine day ......(sensor ar utk menyorokn identiti laki sbb nnt dia malu2 ayam :))" then dia try call xdapat2 sampai ada skali dia call dlm jam 3 pagi, ada suara laki lain angkat cakap cinta xda........persoalannya,adakah cinta bermain kayu 3 ngan laki yg sentiasa dtuduh curang oleh cinta??so,nak minta pendapat sahabat semua pasal nih...apa yg patut aku nasihatkn kat laki??actually akupn blur gak nak nasihatkn sbb klu suruh dia setia cam xlogik sbb cinta nampak sgtla xsyg kat diapn ngan mendiamkn diri n then xda sebarang berita,pastu ada plak laki lain jwbkn hp dia time kul 3 pagi....xke plik???tp aku xnakla bburuk sangka dlm hal nih,xbaik :)..... then klu aku nak suruh tinggalkn n let life goes on pn aku seba salah gak sbb kasih dia xpernah luntur pada cinta....nnt org yg jd penganti akn rasa dkhianati la plak.....so,cara terbaik aku rasa minta nasihat sahabat2 blogger yg lain ajala dlm hal nih....aku bukan insan yg sempurna mampu menyelesaikn semua prob ngan nasihat...kekadang nasiahat org lain lebih baik dr nasihat aku....so any comment???

Artikelku utk Berita Harian

nih artikel dlm tulisan buruk yg aku hantar ke berita harian utk dsiarkn....da lama aku xbuat artikel n aku harap dapat dsiarkn sbb blog semata2 xmampu utk menyedarkn insan bergelar Manusia.media lain juga bleh mbantu. memandangkn aku biasa menulis cerpen cinta n urban,so bahasa juga agak kureng skit,tp sbb ada demand utk artikel dmasukkan ke dlm berita harian dr Mak Cu yg sporting,so klu kena rijek ngan ediotr berita harian yg anti penyebaran kebenaran nih,at least aku da cuba n sampaikn kat dlm blog nih....sorry xda gmbar utk dkongsi penghias edisi kali nih....akan kuganti ngan edisi jiwang nnt...:)

Assalamualaikum Cu n abg joe, (Cu Ab ngan Mak Cu Timah,dedua reporter kat NST,abg Joe is my Cousin)
nih dr mjalah millenium muslim ada isu nih,tp knapa xdsebarkn kat paper2 M'sia?pelik ar xramai org M'sia tahu isu dlaman nih n xpernah dsuarakn sedangkn ulama M'sia dhina sebegitu skali.....agama islam apatah lagi......mana hak bersuara rakyat terhadap agama sendiri.....Sarawak Tribute siap boleh siarkn kartun hina nabi,walaupn lepas tu dtutup,tp tujuan penyebaran penghinaan tuh telah tercapai. kanapa xda org yg menegakkan agama islam cam zaman Anuar dulu??knapa student kat Universiti skang nih cam xda beza ngan bebudak sekolah menengah......??? kat sini islam kemain kuat dperjuangkn termasuklah usaha mengharamkn isap rokok yg baru semalam kabinet diorang setuju nk jalankn.......tp M'sia???

knapa penghinaa camnih trus menerus dselindungkn?apa fungsi media utk menyampaikn maklumat?sekarang nih islam liberal airul dapati meluas dsebarkn dkalangan geng2 astora jabat n sister in islam smpai kat US skang lebih terkenal sbgai tanah islam Liberal........tp ajaran islam yg sbanar cam da layu dtelan zaman.xda anak2 muda bersemagat sperti Umar utk bersuara,tiada remaja yg sebijak Ali utk berhujah n tiada insan sejujur Abu Bakar utk mengakkan kebenaran. kerana sikap yg lemah camnih termasuk airul la makin lama M'sia maju,tp agama terus mundur.

mungkin inilah kesan drpada usaha menegakkan bangsa sampai lupa menegakkn agama.Dulu masa penjajah kristian cuba menjajah tanah Islam Melayu (nama nih lagi sedap) diorang secara total gagal utk menjajah agama islam sbb MELAYU n ISLAM xdpt dpisahkn.namun mereka berjaya melemahkn sedikit kekuatan umat islam dengan menghalau n mbunuh ulama'2 yg cuba mperjuangkn agama islam dbantu oleh org islam sendiri (raja2 melayu yg gilakan harta). Negara kita terlalu mengejar duniawi,kemodenan hidup semata2 nak dapatkn pengiktirafan dmata dunia,tp lemah dlm mengejar kehidupan hakiki yg lebih utama utk dapat pengiktirafan dr yg Esa.

Dulu kita ada ABIM yg berani bersuara n menegakkan agama islam.tp sekarang Angkatan Belia tuh da xda fungsi,ahlinyapn bukn lagi belia tp bleh tukar jd Angkatan Tua @ ATIM....sedihnya bila isu nih dpantau dr jauh.dr dlam mmg susah utk melihat semua yg terjadi sbb terlalu indah kehidupan dM'sia,yg menjadi perbualan ialah UMNO n PAS......politik kosong yg xpernah mbawa pn agama islam ke tahap baru.usaha n dakwah makin sikit n lemah.hanya nama islam kepada islam hadhari menjadi gubahan,tp hasilnya.....??? NIL!!

kat bawah nih ada artikel dr majalah tuh,cu ada minta artikel dr airulkn??nih ada serba skit harap dapat dsiarkn n dkongsi ngan rakyat M'sia spaya mereka sedar dr tidur yg leka. hidup ini bukan hanya mencari harta,tp mengisi jiwa.bukan hanya bangunan setinggi langit tp iman seluas alam. bukan nama dmata dunia tp tempat ddlam syurga....allahuallam bissawaf....:)

Mufti Perak, Datuk Harussani Zakaria bangkit dalam isu ini dengan membuat kenyataan akhbar bahwa umat Islam wajib isytihar perang terhadap pertubuhan IFC itu dan minta 50 ahli politik Islam yang menurunkan signature sebagai menyokong penubuhan IFC itu bertaubat kepada Allah swt kerana dibimbangi aqidah mereka sudah terbatal [3]. Datuk Harussani juga minta kepada semua penceramah, semua ustaz-ustaz yang mengajar kuliah-kuliah dan semua khatib-khatib, supaya jangan lupa cakap benda ni dalam kuliah-kuliah dan di atas mimbar-mimbar Jumaat bahwa pertubuhan IFC ini adalah musuh Islam di M`sia.



Tuan-tuan tau depa minta apa kat PM?...Depa send memorandum kepada PM minta 15 perkara berhubung dengan Islam supaya dimasukkan dalam perlembagaan Malaysia.
Antaranya:
1) Â Â Â Setiap anak yang baru dilahirkan di Malaysia jangan dikaitkan dengan
mana-mana agama sehinggalah anak itu berusia 18 tahun - Tu dia tuan-tuan. Ini apa cerita ni? Maknanya, anak-anak kita langsung tidak boleh dididikkan dengan cara Islam. Kita tak boleh bubuh nama Islam kat anak-anak. Sampai umur 18 tahun, baru boleh duduk bincang di mahkamah, tanya kat anak kita, "Hang nak ikut ugama apa?"...Kalau dia kata nak jadi hindu, maka jadi hindulah dia. Kita tak boleh nak buat apa sebab dah digazetkan dalam Perlembagaan Negara.
2) Â Â Â Di dalam dokumen pengenalan mykad dan passport dihapuskan kolum identiti
agama - maknanya, perkataan "Islam" yang ada kat mykad kita itu, depa minta di"tiada"kan.
3) Â Â Â Mana-mana orang bukan Islam kalau nak kahwin dengan orang Islam, dia tidak perlu masuk Islam.
4) Â Â Â Mana-mana orang Islam yang nak kahwin dengan orang bukan Islam, mestilah
dia tukar agama kepada bukan Islam.
5) Â Â Â Sebagaimana kerajaan Malaysia menyalurkan dana kepada masjid-masjid, begitu juga kerajaan Malaysia mesti menyalurkan dana kepada semua rumah ibadat orang bukan Islam.
6) Â Â Â Peraturan sekolah yang mengizinkan anak orang Islam menutup aurat
hendaklah dimansuhkan, kerana ia menghina agama bukan Islam.
7) Â Â Â Hapuskan mahkamah syariah kerana ia juga menghina agama-agama lain - mahkamah syariah kalau takdak, habih la kita tuan-tuan. Walaupun la ni bukannya perfect, tapi itulah satu-satunya mahkamah yang defence agama kita. Kalau mahkamah syariah disingkirkan, masalah faraid pusaka, masalah nikah kahwin, cerai talak apa semua tu macamana?...Kalau takdak mahkamah syariah, maknanya, perkahwinan tidak akan berjalan di atas akad nikah, sebaliknya, perkahwinan akan dibuat secara berdaftar.
8) Â Â Â Mana-mana orang bukan Islam yang masuk Islam, semua hartanya
dikembalikan kepada waris yang tidak beragama Islam.
9) Â Â Â Mana-mana pasangan yang bukan Islam, apabila masuk Islam, maka hak
penjagaan anak tidak boleh diberikan kepada mereka.
10) Â Sebagaimana program-program di radio dan tv yang menerangkan tentang
ajaran Islam dalam bahasa ibunda masing-masing, begitu juga ajaran-ajaran lain daripada Islam juga perlu diberi ruang.
11) Â Â Sepertimana Quran, hendaklah kerajaan Malaysia turut mencetak bible dalam
bahasa Melayu untuk diedarkan di seluruh negara.
12) Â Apa istimewanya Islam sehingga ditabalkan sebagai agama rasmi di Malaysia?
...lagi 3 ana tak ingat, antum boleh refer dalam majalah Millenium Muslim.

Ini dia tuan-tuan, Islam diludah depan mata kita sendiri, so mana sensitiviti kita terhadap agama kita sendiri?...Datuk Harussani tegur PM dan 50 ahli politik Islam yang sokong pertubuhan tersebut supaya dibatalkan pertubuhan itu. Tau 50 orang Islam tu kata apa?...Depa kata kat Mufti Perak, "Ni lah kalau dah terlalu tua jadi mufti, tak open minded langsung!"...Datuk Harussani balas dalam majalah "Millenium Muslim", katanya, "Di atas sikap open-minded rakyat Malaysia yang terlampau lebih, maka inilah hadiahnya!"...Ini dia kata-kata seorang ulama di Malaysia. Yang lainnya sunyi sepi termasuklah akhbar-akhbar, macam ada benda dalam mulut sampai tak boleh nak buka!
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[3] Kata al-Imam Ibn Kathir didalam tafsirnya: "Sepertimana yang Tartar berhukum dengan berteraskan sistem pemerintahan yang diambil daripada raja mereka Genghiz Khan yang telah mencipta untuk mereka undang-undang Yasak yang merupakan sebuah buku menghimpunkan hukum-hakam yang diambil daripada syariat yang berbagai, iaitu Yahudi, Nasrani, Islam dan lain-lain.

Dalamnya juga banyak hukum-hakam yang diambil daripada fikiran dan hawa nafsunya semata, lalu dijadikan undang-undang yang diikuti oleh anak cucunya. Mereka mendahulukannya melebihi kitab Allah dan Sunnah Rasulullah, sesiapa yang berbuat demkian maka dia adalah kafir dan wajib diperangi sehingga dia kembali kepada hukum Allah dan Rasulnya dan tidak berhukum selain daripadanya dalam perkara kecil ataupun besar (rujukan tafsir al-Quran al-'Azim oleh al-Imam Ibn Kathir jld. 2, m.s. 70. Cetakan
Beirut)

Allahu ta`ala `alam.
6 Februari 2006

iklan yg aku suka....nak jadi cam dia!!!

thanks to kurzz...:)

MENGAPA OH MENGAPA?

Mengapa seseorang Yahudi dibolehkan menyimpan janggut untuk mengamalkan kepercayaannya...
...tetapi bila seorang Muslim berbuat demikian, dia dianggap ekstrim dan pengganas?


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Mengapa seseorang rahib boleh meliputi keseluruhan tubuhnya kerana memperhambakan diri kepada Tuhannya...
...tetapi bila seseorang Muslimah melakukan begitu, dia ditekan?

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Mengapa bila wanita barat menjadi surirumah,
dia dihormati kerana dikatakan berkorban untuk keluarganya...
...tetapi bila wanita Islam berbuat begitu, mereka kata, "dia mesti dibebaskan!"

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Mengapa mana-mana gadis boleh ke universiti dengan berpakaian mengikut kesukaannya kerana punyai hak dan kebebasan...
...tetapi bila seseorang wanita Muslim memakai hijab, dia tidak boleh menjejakkan kakinya ke universiti?

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Mengapa bila seseorang kanak-kanak meminati sesuatu bidang, dia dikatakan punyai bakat...
...tetapi bila seseorang kanak-kanak meminati Islam, dia dikatakan tak berguna?

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Mengapa bila seseorang Kristian atau Yahudi membunuh, agamanya tidak dikaitkan...
tetapi baru sahaja seseorang Muslim didakwa melakukan jenayah, nama Islam turut diadili!
Mengapa bila seseorang berkorban diri untuk melihat orang lain hidup, dia amat disanjungi...
...tetapi bila seseorang warga Palestin melakukannya untuk menyelamatkan diri, keluarga, rumahtangga dan masjidnya, dia dikenali sebagai seorang pengganas?

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Mengapa bila seseorang memandu kereta mewah dengan cara bahaya, keretanya tidak pernah dipertikaikan...

...tetapi bila seseorang Muslim melakukan kesalahan, orang kata ia adalah kerana agama Islamnya!


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Mengapa kita terlalu percaya kepada akhbar...
...tetapi selalu persoakan apa yang terkandung di dalam Al-Quranul Karim?

One Tree Hill

ngengenge....rajinnya aku arinih mengupdate pepanjang....tau knapa???ngengenge...sbb arinih setelah ssh payah aku mencari n mencari,akhirnya dapat gak aku jumpa tempat utk aku menonton drama feveret aku,One Tree Hill...ngehahaha..skang da episod 20 da xsilap aku,tp aku baru usha episod 12...best best best...sapa2 yg da cukup umur bleh ar tgk citer remaja jiwang nih........tp jgnla ambik yg buruk2 dlm citer nih,ambik yg cambest jer contohnya perangai baik Lucas yg da tobat tuh n smangat nak main basket walaupun ada heart condition, nathan yg terlampau baik smpai bapak dia sendiri nak aniayai perkawinan dia...isk isk isk...aku suka lucas n his wife tuh....dlm nih diorang just lover,tp in real world,diorng laki bini n buat aku sonok tgk diorng cintan2......

jap lagi aku nak pergi solat maghrib n mandi,smayang n then sambung balik...aku cadangkn korang tgk ar citer nih....best giler lipas n jiwang giler.....tp jgnla terpengaruh....buat jadi pengajaran.....:)

kat bawah nih aku letak sedutan episod 12....best best best...syukur aku dapat jumpa....bleh releast tensen aku yg stress nih sbb kena buat balik report design aku yg cun melecun tuh sbb editor aku xmasukkn part aku yg paling penting skali dlm report mbuatkn aku kna cover up utk diorang.......knapa xnak buat sesama??sbb diorang ada oral next week n aku rasa cam aku buat lagi best dr diorang buat...at least xda la kena referkn??hahahahah syok sendiri yg tgh tensen..!! :)

One Tree Hill...



Adiosa...:)

hari2 cinta....:)

Dalam satu kisah percintaan yang menarik. Sepasang suami isteri berjalan
di tepi sebuah tasik yang indah. Kemudian mereka berhenti di sebuah
bangku yang disediakan di tepi tasik. Kemudian si isteri bertanya kepada si
suami. Ini dialog mereka

Isteri : Mengapa abang menyukai saya? Mengapa abang cintakan saya?

Suami : Abang tidak boleh menerangkan sebabnya, namun begitu abang memang
menyayangi dan mencintai Sayang!

Isteri : Abang tak boleh terangkan sebabnya? Bagaimana abang boleh katakan
abang sayang dan cintakan saya sedangkan abang tidak boleh menerangkannya.

Suami : Betul! Abang tak tahu sebabnya tetapi abang boleh buktikan bahawa
abang memang cintakan Sayang!

Isteri : Tak boleh beri bukti! Tidak! Saya hendak abang terangkan kepada
saya sebabnya. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain yang mempunyai suami dan teman
lelaki, semuanya tahu menerangkan mengapa mereka mencintai. Dalam bentuk
puisi dan syair lagi. Namun begitu abang tidak boleh terangkan sebabnya

Si suami menarik nafas panjang dan dia berkata
"Baiklah! Abang mencintai Sayang sebab sayang cantik, mempunyai suara yang
merdu, penyayang dan mengingati abang selalu. Abang juga sukakan senyuman manis
dan setiap tapak Sayang melangkah, di situlah cinta Abang bersama Sayang!"

Si isteri tersenyum dan berpuas hati dengan penerangan suaminya tadi.
Namun begitu selang beberapa hari si isteri mengalami kemalangan dan koma.

Si suami amat bersedih dan menulis sepucuk surat kepada isterinya yang
disayangi. Surat itu diletakkan di sebelah katil isterinya di hospital.
Surat tersebut berbunyi begini :

"Sayang!Jika disebabkan suara aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah
engkau bersuara? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu. Jika disebabkan
kasih sayang dan ingatan aku mencintai mu...sekarang bolehkah engkau
menunjukkannya? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika
disebabkan senyuman aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau
tersenyum? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika disebabkan
setiap langkah aku mencintai mu.... sekarang bolehkah engkau melangkah?
Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu. Jika cinta memerlukan
sebabnya, seperti sekarang. Aku tidak mempunyai sebab mencintai mu lagi.
Adakah cinta memerlukan sebab? Tidak! Aku masih mencintai mu dulu, kini,
selamanya dan cinta tidak perlu ada sebab. Kadangkala perkara tercantik
dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu... ia
boleh dirasai dalam hati."


::: Hati Emas :::




SINAR CAHAYA AYAT KURSI
Dlm sebuah hadis, ada menyebut perihal
seekor syaitan yg duduk diatas pintu rumah.
Tugasnya ialah utk menanam keraguan di hati
suami terhadap kesetiaan isteri di rumah dan
keraguan dihati isteri terhadap kejujuran suami di
luar rumah.
Sebab itulah Rasulullah tidak akan masuk
rumah sehinggalah Baginda mendengar jawaban
salam daripada isterinya.
Disaat itu syaitan akan lari bersama-sama
dengan salam itu.


Hikmat Ayat Al-Kursi mengikut Hadis-hadis:


1) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi
apabila berbaring di tempat tidurnya, Allah SWT
mewakilkan dua orang Malaikat memeliharanya
hingga subuh.


2) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir setiap sembahyang Fardhu, dia akan berada
dlm lindungan Allah SWT hingga sembahyang
yang lain.


3) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir tiap sembahyang,tidak menegah akan dia
daripada masuk syurga kecuali maut dan barang
siapa membacanya ketika hendak tidur, Allah
SWT memelihara akan dia ke atas rumahnya,
rumah jirannya dan ahli rumah-rumah disekitarnya.


4) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir tiap2 sembahyang fardhu, Allah SWT
menganugerahkan dia setiap hati orang
yg bersyukur,setiap perbuatan orang yg
benar,pahala nabi2 serta Allah melimpahkan
padanya rahmat.


5) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi
sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka Allah SWT
mengutuskan 70,000 Malaikat kepadanya - mereka
semua memohon keampunan dan mendoakan
baginya.


6) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di
akhir sembahyang Allah SWT akan mengendalikan
pengambilan rohnya dan dia adalah seperti
orang yang berperang bersama Nabi Allah
sehingga mati syahid.


7) Barang siapa yang membaca ayat Al-Kursi
ketika dalam kesempitan nescaya Allah SWT
berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya.


Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a., Rasulullah S.A.W.
bersabda,Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun
satu ayat..."

Cardiff Game 2006

My last week of studies day n know what after this i will not start any holliday cause after this i can concentrate on my interest such as sport....ngehehhehe....klu jd perancangan aku,bleh aku jd manager lag skali utk team futsal klass aku??knapa aku xmain??ntah ar,aku suka,tp lagi suka manage..muhahahaha.....

so,esok aku akan abiskn exam Dr. Seo utk subject Naval Achitecture, then petang tuh buat presentation utk design aku Auto CHangeover Filterartion System yg aku baru siapkn kul 5 pagi tadi (trimas kat Yna punyer entri pasal slide yg dia pening tuh igtkn aku dateline...), then siapkn assignment bissness management before pergi meeting utk cari sponsor sport event hari jumaat kul 9 pagi...hehehhehe......usaha tanda kejayaan......insyaallah....:)

talking about sport.....actually i loves basketball n handball.....but then cause of my knee injuries in my secondary school, everything went wrong....i'm not as fast as b4 or as strong as b4...thanks to my team mates in supporting me for my last games.......:) but it does stop me from playing.Bcause of their support n cheer,i'm stil going strong while i'm in ALAM...playing basket for my college,futsall inter college n champions league as a player n manager cause after that, my legs getting worse than ever.....makin tua kot badan nih....:)

so, after my class i hope that i can lead a team of underdog players to win a title in this land of hope...... we came, we see n we WIN in style!!!(or lose in stlye) ngahahahaha......well...kebarangkalian utk menang plak lepas aku usha kn cite2 team lain kat UK nih...rasanya 10% jer......nagahahha....azkam....born to make miracle...:)

berangan memanjang....tp dr angan2 lahir cita2 n dengan kesungguhan n tawakkal akan hasilkn kejayaankn???doakn utk aku k??? :) adiosa!!!

tips suami isteri

hari nih setelah sekian lama mendiamkn diri,aku usha blog senior aku yg baru kawin n cam biasa blog dia bukan berisi warkah karut utk tontonan semata2,tp ilmu utk dkongsi bersama....aku tumpang gembira dengan kebahagiaannya wlaupn mereka suami isteri tinggal berjauhan kerana aral tempat pekerjaan......isterinya d KL n dia d Bintulu....jauh nya mata memandang,namun hati mereka bersatu kebahagiaan.....so, tips yg aku dapat nih aku nak kongsikn bersama sahabat2 semua,yg bujang mahupn yg da berkahwin,insyaallah banyak baik dr buruknya......

Alhamdulillah dan subhanallah atas nikmat ini. Perkahwinan mmg suatu nikmat yg besar dari Allah swt. Tak dpt aku gmbarkan perasaan, kenikmatan dan ketenangan yg didapati melalui perkahwinan.Banyak yg ingin diperkatakan sbg mungkin "information/knowledge/experience sharing" dlm usaha nak mencapai ke gerbang perkahwinan tu sbb aku dah serba sedikit melaluinya.

Cuma, yg aku rasa wajar aku nukilkan sbg satu peringatan buat diriku dan juga teman2, ada beberapa point yg patut aku rekodkan yg insha Allah akan memberi sedikit insight dan dorongan utk menghadapi cabaran2 dlm usaha ke gerbang perkahwinan:

1. Bila kita korban sesuatu utk mendapatkan keredhaan Allah, Allah pasti dan pasti akan membuka jalan utk kita... Allahu akhbar, aku dan isteri sentiasa teringat ttg mcm mana Allah memudahkan dan mesyusun atur perkahwinan kami walaupun pd awalnya nampak terlalu sukar. Penting skali kena cek dan betulkan niat sentiasa. Bergantunglah pd Allah, bulat kan hati dan mengaku kedhaifan kita, insha Allah Allah pasti mendengar dan akan mengqabulkan hasrat hati kita.

2. Syaitan tak suka org nak kawin. Dia akan timbulkan mcm2 was-was dan masalah, dari sekecil2nya hingga ke benda2 yg remeh temeh utk kita batalkan niat dan usaha utk berkahwin. You will go through it. Yg penting jgn back-up. Syaitan suka bila kita tak kawin sbb we are more prone to do maksiat.

Aku rasa ini point besar yg paling aku & isteri akan ingat. Alhamdulillah, perkahwinan kami berjalan lancar, dipermudahkan dan dipermurahkan rezeki, tanpa membebankan dan menyusahkan ibubapa dan keluarga. Majlis budget utk 800 org, 1200 org dtg dan makanan cukup alhamdulillah. musim hujan tapi di hari majlis tak hujan.. alhamdulillah.. kedatangan kwn2 lama, saudara mara yg lama tak jumpa dan tetamu2 yg tak disangka amat mgembirakan... sblum kahwin selalu doa agar majlis kami dipermudahkan dan akan menjadi asbab utk mnyatukan keluarga kami, dan menymbung tali siraturrahim yg telah lama longgar atau terputus.. aku harap begitulah yg telah terjadi...amin..

Buat isteriku Rahimah, Allah telah mkabulkan doa kita ini. sama2 kita bersyukur pdNya atas nikmat ini dan atas segala kemudahan yg telah diberikanNya. Ini baru permulaan pd satu perjalanan yg masih jauh dan penuh dgn liku. teruslah kita kekal berharap pdNya. spt yg kita selalu katakan "kita buat perancangan tapi perancangan Allah yg terbaik".

Ujian Allah takkan putus buat hamba2Nya. Kini, aku dan isteri terpaksa berjauhan walaupun telah diikat dgn perkahwinan. Aku di Bintulu, dia di KL. Walaupun org skrg kata biasaklah tu trend skrg "weekend husband" etc. Tapi aku amat tidak menyukainya. Aku cuma dpt balik KL pun sebulan sekali. Dlm Petronas, bukan mudah nak dpt transfer mcm keje kerajaan. Tapi, takpelah, usaha, doa dan berharap.. Allah maha mengetahui... Buat masa ni, bersabar je la sayang...pasti ada bnyk hikmahnya...

Lagipun, bila dah lama tak jumpa, bila jumpa balik mcm baru jatuh cinta... : )

ini sahaja drku buat masa ini...adiosa!!!

kembali menghambat..:)

assalamualaikum...:)

da beberapa hari aku xng-updatekn blog aku yg terchenta nih..:) bukan dia mbawa dri mahupn diam xbererti,tp aku mencari ilmu,menunaikn nazar yg xdapat aku capai hujung minggu lepas kerana usrah xbuat plak minggu lepas....insyaallah aku join minggu nih plak utk tmbah ilmu ddada nih sblm pulang so,aku bukan aja bawak pulang ijazah,tp aku juga bawak pulang risalah ut kdsampaikn,insyaallah.....ytg merisaukn aku ialah aku makin truk bila pulang nnt sbb usaha agama mahupn usrah d M'sia actually lagi ssh nak cari dr dsini.....xcaya???try la cari usrah agama d kawasan umah masing...::)

namun dlm bermalam disana aku dapat usah satu pertandingan perdebatan antara org murtad n muallaf dlm menegakkn hujah masing2 .....yg sedihnya aku xdapat tgk abis sbb saifa xdownload abis....sedihnya...:( mesti rasa cam terujakn klu dapat tgk camana org murtad fight hujah ngan org murtad...tp mana org yg lahir sebagai islam???itulah senario umat islam kini,mereka yg muallaf lebih berani n semangat dlm menegakkn agama agung ini kerana mereka menghargainya selepas melihat cahaya yg benar manakala kita yg lahir sebagai Islam hanya duduk diam............lemahnya iman aku bila lihat debat mereka yg bukan calang n yg menarik perhatian aku ialah:

soalan dr pihak murtad,
"apa agama rasullulah saw sblm mnjadi islam??? adakah agama isa??? (diorang cuba cakap yg agama Nabi Muhammad asalnya dr agama krisatian n mereka agama yg benar)

so pihak muallaf nih jawab:
" Nabi Muhammad sblm diangkat jd nabi memeluk agama Ibrahim tp masih mencari kebenaran agama yg sbnar ngan berkhalwat di gua hira'...........time tu kaum arab jahil n agama yg mereka peluk bukan agama yg benar lagi......then baru Allah angkat darjat beliau manjadi nabi...." lebih kurang camtula soalan dia aku xigt sgt,tp yg paling menarik perhatian aku n jdkn debat makin panas ialah :

soalan dr pihak muallaf:
"apa buktinya yg Jesus(Isa) itu tuhan?"

so,pihak murtad jawab:
" dr kita bible ayat....(aku xigt maaa) mengatakan (lebih kurang) firman itu dtg dr Allah, then dr ayat lain2 yg aku kuran igt sampai kat ayat, aku dan tuhan adalah satu.......

then pihak muallaf tanya balik,
"camana plak bleh jesus n Allah itu satu sedangkn mula2 cakap dia dapat firman dr tuhan n tuhan itu tempat dia berganjak?knapa bleh jesus itu tuhan andai dia xmampu nak selamatkn diri dia dkala dia dgantung???n camana plak dia n tuhan bleh 1???...the debate stop there.....)

then aku usha2 web utk cari berita2 baru yg ada n know what?blogging had taken one more step ahead!!! skang nih ada videoblogging n aku dapati adala bebudak M'sai yg uptodate to this issues sbb aku ada ar gak usha beberapa videoblogging....nice comfotable but cam boring ar skit sbb kekadang lambatkn?pepaham ar nak buka file besar mmgla camtu effek diakn??hohoho.....tp sebagai menyokong kemajuan teknologi nih,aku yg sedang mengsurf telah jumpa satu video klip yg dapat jwb soalan noush pasal kisah aku satu masa dulu.....huhuhu.....bukan noush sorang jer,ramai lagi,so sbb aku pemalu (chewah) n xsuka meceritakn secara sudah terang lagi bersuluh,maka aku letakkan clip video nih utk desaksikn n intepretkn sendiri oleh penonton mesej tersirat yg aku cuba sampaikn muhehehhehe...:)
this is my very 1st video blogging...hehehehhe..:)


then apa lagi nak aku bebelkn disini???hohoho....sampai sini la dulu ye sahabat2 semua.....saksikn n hayatila kisah sedihku itu..:)adiosa..!!

ohyer,utk noush ngan syah....
puisi cinta ,

cinta itu,
boleh diumpamakn bagai
makan sambal belacan,
walau pedas hingga mengalir air mata....
tp masih dmakan jua...:)

Cinta jgn buat macam gorng pisang,
sungguh enak bila makan panas2.....
bila sudah sejuk,
sudah tidak enak.......hohohoho!!!!

selamat bercinta hingga ke anak cucu....tau apa istimewanya hari kekasih dlm islam??ia tidak dsambut hanya pada 14 feb setiap tahun,tp umat islam menyambut cinta setiap hari....cinta pada Ilahi......cinta pada isteri n suami,cinta pada keluarga....disambut setiap hari n bukn ada hari istimewa kerana setiap hari dlm islam itu hari yg istimewa........:)

syukur pada Mu......

" hai syang,jgn panik,semuanya ok"

"sayang,r u ok? tenang baca bismillah hillazi la yardduru ma asmihi saiun firardi malafissamawati walardi wahuwa samiun alim...."

sapala plak yg hantar mesej2 jiwang nihkn??agak2 sapa la yg sayang kat aku tuh...?? hehehhe...nihla yg selalu menimbulkn kontroversi diantara sahabat2 aku.....sapa plak la yg hantar ayat power2 nih?? aweks??nehi ki kassam!!!

xda sapa insan yg sanggup buat camtu,antar sms yg mberi smangat camtuh n then bacakn surah yassin utk aku bila jauh dmata supaya hati yg ssh nih tenang je ambik exam td (at least aku xmengeletar ar)....xda sapa yg sanggup buat cmtu berdiri depak kaabah doakn utk aku,buat solat hajat utk aku malam2 hari melainkn dia ada kasih sayang yg paling dlm utk aku.....sapa dia??

ibuku....:) sms2 tu semua dr mak yg aku hafal,ada bnyk lagi sms2 jiwang dr mak yg sentiasa bg semangat kat aku dr jauh....dlmnya kasih mak....:)

cinta??munkin diala cinta yg paling setia kot...hohohoho....dpt la aku bini yg jaga aku cam mak jaga aku....isk isk isk...bertuahnya hati nih...dpt lagi baik isk isk isk.....mesti mak jeles nnt!!hehehehhe......

tp kekadang ssh gak erk?bayangknla cam aku nih anak laki sulung,then manja ngan mak,then sayang kat mak,nnt aku da ada anak nnt,anak aku plak manja ngan bini aku....maakk....xleh jadi nih,memandangkn aku da pass arinih berkat doa mak n kawan2 semua,aku bleh ar meneruskn idup aku n study camana nak jadi bapa yg baik!!!muhehehe.....prinsip pandang ke depan...:)

abis membebel ngarut,mari citer panjang lebar pasal hidup aku sepanjang kesunyian blog nih dr hasil coretan aku...:) bukan mahu menjauhkn diri mahupn menyepikn diri,tp kebusy-an aku mensiapkn diri dlm menghadapi Oral competency hari nih...:)

so,sapa yg kenal aku ngan rapat tahap kemalasan aku mmg mencapai tahap super saiya or equivelant to kuasa infiniti 99 petala langit....huhuhu....so,dlm beribu soalan yg kena study tuh mana yg aku sempatla kn then tgh malam aku cam biasa akan melelapkn mata sbb pada aku penting utk tido scukupnya...hehehhe...yg aku amalakn ialah bangun qiam n cuba study sebanyak munkin dlm masa yg aku ada.....cam yg aku tahu,hidup nih, 1% jer usaha n selebihnya 99% lagi tuh nasib,so usaha aku selain study ialah bacaan al-quran n qiam......syukur doa aku dmakbulkn n usaha aku xsia2...:)

hari nih,da bnyk2 aku study tuh,xda langsung dia tanya!!! ya Allah...time tu Dia ajala yg tahu camana cuaknya aku bila dpt tau keadaan aku yg xready ngan soalan2 yg dsediakn oleh examiner aku tuh.......

then at the end of the oral he ask me,

"do you think you should pass or fail in this oral?"

i keep silent then " i hope i can pass it,sir" ngan suara yg sederhana sbb sedar aku xlayak utk bersuara......

then dia ambik kertas n cakap, "i pass you for this but next time i want you to be a safe n good engineer"

dengar jer tu,terus aku rasa cahaya itu terang,dunia ini indah n usaha mak n sahabat2 semua terutama noush n syah yg usaha kejut aku qiam xsia.....trimas semua!!!!

kuar dr bangunan tuh,kuar air mata aku tanda syukur........syukur kerana Allah makbulkn doa aku n syukur Allah xsia2kn usaha aku........aku syukur rahmat yg dberikn dlm kekurangan amal aku nih........

sampai sini ajala dulu,kiasan aku sbb aku kena pack barang utk dposkn ke M'sia....masa semakin suntuk utk aku pulang.....tanah kelahiranku,nntkn kepulangan ku....aku ada nazar utk kejayaan ini,tp nntla...heheheh......trimas lagi skali pada kalian yg mendoakn aku.....adiosa!!!